I wrote on here that I would resume writing after I got my office rearranged and in order because I thought my life would actually make a good movie.

We bought my son a movie camera last spring because he wanted to go to film school.  (only $40,000)

He sends me a 4 minute video clip via email and he's writing his life story!!

They always say you should write what you know.

So it could be a trilogy! He writes his story then he writes a prequel which is his mom's story!

Well, I've decided that my life is really very interesting and might make a good movie.

I'm rearranging my office and getting organized while every one is doing their holiday stuff. After I feel like it's pretty well in order and I'm ready for 2006, I'll get back to Telling My Story.

I have really neglected this blog because I'm struggling with who I am and who I was.

I'm a respected member of the Christian community now and very devout to my faith.

I will try to put my thoughts and my past into perspective.

My thoughts currently are - what good will this do anybody to know that I was a mess in my 20's?

Do I need to bring them into the emotional roller coaster of mental and physical abuse that was my life?

Will it help anybody or just come across as a pity party?

I'm not looking for pity. I have a great life now.

I want to help others find a solution to the chaos in their life.